I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele PonsPirms 13 dienām

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Flores E

    Flores EPirms 3 dienām

    I love you and I Respect you

  3. Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan GabbitasPirms 6 dienām

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  4. Laura Schmidt

    Laura SchmidtPirms 9 dienām

    I am your biges fan lele!

  5. Eric

    EricPirms 13 dienām

    I love you lele pons

  6. Jady Clovis

    Jady ClovisPirms 13 dienām

    I love u Lele

  7. Suemi Sharep

    Suemi SharepPirms 48 Minūtes

    I’m gonna cry.......... oh no ............... come on me I can’t start crying......... man my tears come out fast

  8. Nightdr3am3r

    Nightdr3am3rPirms 49 Minūtes


  9. arnav vijeth

    arnav vijethPirms 50 Minūtes

    You inspire a lot of people

  10. arnav vijeth

    arnav vijethPirms 50 Minūtes

    I like you you are soo strong

  11. Evelyn Delgado

    Evelyn DelgadoPirms 50 Minūtes

    i’ve watched you for years and to find this out about you had made me like you even more. stay strong lele everything will be alright ❤️

  12. Indigenous alliance movement I.a.m

    Indigenous alliance movement I.a.mPirms 53 Minūtes

    Poor you, woe is you Lele

  13. Max Aaron

    Max AaronPirms 54 Minūtes

    I’m trying to browse memes get out of my way

  14. BlueBerry Muffins

    BlueBerry MuffinsPirms 54 Minūtes

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="883">14:43</a> i have that same pillow the one with the Eiffel tower and flowers! :P

  15. ThePlaythroughCarl

    ThePlaythroughCarlPirms 55 Minūtes

    I feel really bad for judging your content, when I didn't know the state of your mental health. I apologise.

  16. Emiliano Hernandez

    Emiliano HernandezPirms 56 Minūtes

    Lmao this shit is the only funny and good content that lelepons has made in her whole career

  17. LeksiTalksALot

    LeksiTalksALotPirms 56 Minūtes

    I also have OCD but it is very minor. I can’t believe she has to go through this and she’s so strong with where she is

  18. John Doe

    John DoePirms 57 Minūtes

    Poor Lele...

  19. lockdownmatt

    lockdownmattPirms 58 Minūtes

    Wowwwwwww I suffer from the same shit

  20. mayeflower ama

    mayeflower amaPirms 59 Minūtes

    I owe you an apology, mental health condition or not you're a human and I'm so sorry for being negative towards you

  21. Ok

    OkPirms Stundas

    I want the typa ocd when you have to lift weights every minute

  22. Rafael gnz

    Rafael gnzPirms Stundas

    you are not different no one is different God loves you and us

  23. summer lilly

    summer lillyPirms Stundas

    I feel her pain I have adhd too.

  24. Yasmine

    YasminePirms Stundas

    This may or may not have confirmed that I also have OCD.

  25. leda marrassa

    leda marrassaPirms Stundas

    Yeah i also apologize for talking bad about you in the beginning. But even though you have ocd you still managed to become famous and rich so props to you. I guess i talk bad to people beacuse how bad my life is.

  26. Peyton Smith

    Peyton SmithPirms Stundas

    Omg cry about it

  27. Jayson Candelario

    Jayson CandelarioPirms Stundas

    I’m only here because of Cody Ko

  28. Logan H

    Logan HPirms Stundas

    Ocd but you still have a mole on one side of your face

  29. Katy Bauer

    Katy BauerPirms Stundas

    It’s a daily struggle. Even other people with ocd never get me. But I struggle like this too. And no one ever thinks it’s real or that I’m serious.

  30. [よよヤズ]YOYOYAZU

    [よよヤズ]YOYOYAZUPirms Stundas

    Ugh I used to have to lean on the door when I was younger I had to lean on it and press it three times to make it more ''closed'' to the point I'd get so upset if I didnt get to do it like break down crying

  31. Genesis Genesiss

    Genesis GenesissPirms Stundas

    Glad I saw this video , always thought you were funny but I’m glad I got to see a deeper side. I struggle with ocd , depression and Trichotillomania. I’m glad you’re showing that ocd isn’t just some miner thing , it can really effect people drastically . Anyone else suffering with this and any other issues , you are not alone💙.

  32. Adash Dhakal

    Adash DhakalPirms Stundas

    Oh shut up. Next time your gonna have multiple Identity disorder

  33. Unicorn Cookie

    Unicorn CookiePirms Stundas

    Is this real?

  34. Unicorn Cookie

    Unicorn CookiePirms Stundas

    Nvm I guess it is real I’m so sorry you have to go threw this

  35. Cobalt _

    Cobalt _Pirms Stundas

    that's a you problem.

  36. * f l o o f *

    * f l o o f *Pirms Stundas

    I thought you said you had covid-

  37. Dahntae Deluna

    Dahntae DelunaPirms Stundas

    It takes a lot of bravery to admit this struggle!

  38. Jayson Candelario

    Jayson CandelarioPirms Stundas

    Not really

  39. Zubair Shah

    Zubair ShahPirms Stundas

    You are so brave and courageous Lele while trying to overcome your internal problems One more thing many girls don't have is a mole left side of your face which makes you super gorgeous

  40. Charlotte Toland

    Charlotte TolandPirms Stundas

    I would like to apologize. I used to say I had OCD when I didn’t even know what it was, I thought it was cool. After watching this, I figured out what it is. I’m so sorry Lele, I love you! ❤️

  41. Iishea G6

    Iishea G6Pirms Stundas

    Don't say that I actually like your videos they make me smile a lot don't listen to negativity listen to positivity AKA your biggest fan

  42. Morgan James

    Morgan JamesPirms Stundas

    Wow this really changed my mind and opened it.

  43. Mr. Caucasian guy

    Mr. Caucasian guyPirms Stundas

    For all the people that disliked this video you should be ashamed of yourself

  44. gwenyth everhart

    gwenyth everhartPirms Stundas


  45. Lionheart

    LionheartPirms Stundas

    Me and my three siblings had some sort of OCD as kids I think. I think a lot of people probably do at a young age, it just comes in phases, thankfully, unlike Lele’s. I remember that I had to turn the lights on three times, I had to look at something three times, if I moved my eyes a certain way, I had to do it three times, etcetera. I remember how frustrating it was to deal with that for however long it lasted, and I can’t imagine what it must be like to live with that for your entire life. Trying to live with it and function in your adult life.

  46. Chunky le munkey

    Chunky le munkeyPirms Stundas

    No u

  47. Cece

    CecePirms Stundas

    Intrusive thoughts here!

  48. Janet Flores

    Janet FloresPirms Stundas

    No lisent to them because you're the best

  49. dillpickle1317

    dillpickle1317Pirms Stundas

    I personally don’t like your content, but as someone who has dealt with severe mental illness, I empathize with your struggles and respect your strength and ability to heal while in the public eye

  50. Nishant Manda

    Nishant MandaPirms Stundas

    Moral: never judge anything a person does because maybe they do it for a reason

  51. sailor

    sailorPirms Stundas

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="54">0:54</a> LMFAOAOOOOOO

  52. Aida Criswell

    Aida CriswellPirms Stundas

    Ps I think you are the best and you are amazing

  53. Mr. Caucasian guy

    Mr. Caucasian guyPirms Stundas

    I will always respect people with OCD including Lele Pons

  54. Mr. Caucasian guy

    Mr. Caucasian guyPirms Stundas

    And all diseases and disorders

  55. Gloria Castillo

    Gloria CastilloPirms Stundas

    Stay strong hun! I always enjoyed your content!😁🥰 I wont ever say I truly understand, but I come to say you are very strong! Love you girl!!!❤❤

  56. Cathy Delgado

    Cathy DelgadoPirms Stundas

    You look pretty lele pons

  57. lmitchell565

    lmitchell565Pirms Stundas


  58. Xplanet91X

    Xplanet91XPirms Stundas

    Holy shit

  59. Briana Rivera

    Briana RiveraPirms Stundas

    HI LELE😁😁

  60. wonhos tittys

    wonhos tittysPirms Stundas

    So what if she struggles, everyone stuggles as well, some people even have it worse than her. The only reason people care about her is because she's famous, if she wasn't, she would just be another person in the crowd.

  61. Cole Miller

    Cole MillerPirms Stundas

    Shut uo

  62. Samantha Sale

    Samantha SalePirms Stundas

    This reminds me so much of the book turtles all the way down. I dont have OCD and I don't know if this book is an accurate representation, but it made me have more empathy for this disorder. It sounds scary in the book and crazier in real life.

  63. Bryanna Cali

    Bryanna CaliPirms Stundas

    I have a close friend who I’ve been with through her OCD (I know it’s not the same as actually having it), but it has just always angered me when I see people who think OCD is funny and think they have it. I guess what I’m saying is that I’m glad someone with a big following is spreading this knowledge to people who don’t know what it is and abuse the term.

  64. Carlton Collier

    Carlton CollierPirms Stundas

    Lele it’s ok

  65. Nataly Criollo

    Nataly CriolloPirms Stundas

    I love you lele

  66. sailor star 101

    sailor star 101Pirms Stundas

    OCD and severe clinical depression and PTSD and it's really hard everyone around you telling you you're not good enough lele you are amazing try to not focus on all these bad people because there are so many people who love you and admire you cuz you're great Lele

  67. Koko Koko

    Koko KokoPirms Stundas

    Thank you for raising awareness!!!

  68. Black Shamrock

    Black ShamrockPirms Stundas

    I don’t really care that much also like everyone has OCD also it’s not that serious my mom died and I’m apparently this is more serious

  69. CatsWhoLove

    CatsWhoLovePirms Stundas

    wtf this comment is great

  70. Ailsa Ni

    Ailsa NiPirms Stundas

    Producers :Make sure to include her taking a shower in the first 3 min or else no one will watch 🙄

  71. Maria Ildefonso

    Maria IldefonsoPirms Stundas

    Omg i cant believe how hard it is living your life like that. Lol. Lots of love ♥️♥️♥️😁😁

  72. Ailsa Ni

    Ailsa NiPirms Stundas

    I’m so glad to see this

  73. yulie 05

    yulie 05Pirms Stundas

    I can relate Lele, I also suffer from an O.C.D but alot of people just see us and say "Oh, look she has everything and she has no problems." Its a pity most don't know what happens when we are alone.

  74. Savannah Sontiogo

    Savannah SontiogoPirms Stundas

    she so presiuse we need to make sure shes ok at all costs especially now🥺❤️💯

  75. Derek Escalante

    Derek EscalantePirms Stundas

    "You dont get to 500 million friends without making a few enemies."

  76. Robert Ramirez

    Robert RamirezPirms Stundas

    If you actually have OCD then you should go fix all your videos

  77. Clay Bruh

    Clay BruhPirms Stundas

    ItzBurpee imagine following a narcissist

  78. ItzBurpee

    ItzBurpeePirms Stundas

    Imagine having such an insignificant and boring life that you have to shit on someone

  79. Brianne Washington

    Brianne WashingtonPirms Stundas

  80. Tara Ferguson

    Tara FergusonPirms Stundas

    you never know what’s going on in someone else’s world. Thank you for reminding me. You got it girl

  81. Sam Windom

    Sam WindomPirms Stundas

    I dont know if this will help but with all the stuff ur going through I will subscribe

  82. ItzBurpee

    ItzBurpeePirms Stundas

    Honestly thought this was click bait

  83. Josiah Sosa

    Josiah SosaPirms Stundas

    I hope diesel patches watches this dumb shit😂✌️

  84. ItzBurpee

    ItzBurpeePirms Stundas


  85. auqilia

    auqiliaPirms Stundas

    I’m so sorry. When I was younger I had mild OCD but I still can’t begin to imagine what you have to go through everyday. I truly hope that you can see how amazing you are.

  86. Shyrlene Mascary

    Shyrlene MascaryPirms Stundas

    It incredible that peolle think someone life is perfect but dont know what inside

  87. Jake Ochs

    Jake OchsPirms Stundas

    you’d think the OCD would make her obsess over having actual content. sadly, nope

  88. ItzBurpee

    ItzBurpeePirms Stundas

    Imagine having such an insignificant and boring life that you have to shit on someone

  89. Ari!

    Ari!Pirms Stundas

    Lmao Lele of all people

  90. ItzBurpee

    ItzBurpeePirms Stundas



    MEGA KNIGHT SPAMER7Pirms Stundas

    She so thicc

  92. CatsWhoLove

    CatsWhoLovePirms Stundas


  93. Noobietron1

    Noobietron1Pirms Stundas

    Sucks to be you.

  94. Etienne Mogilevsky

    Etienne MogilevskyPirms Stundas

    I’m so glad to see this

  95. So Marina

    So MarinaPirms Stundas

    Producers :Make sure to include her taking a shower in the first 3 min or else no one will watch 🙄

  96. TheSkinnyPotato

    TheSkinnyPotatoPirms 2 Stundām


  97. John Frootlopez

    John FrootlopezPirms 2 Stundām

    Ok but no one gives a shit

  98. CatsWhoLove

    CatsWhoLovePirms Stundas

    @ItzBurpee imagine not being able to come up with new comments

  99. ItzBurpee

    ItzBurpeePirms Stundas

    Imagine having such an insignificant and boring life that you have to shit on someone

  100. cptcool93

    cptcool93Pirms 2 Stundām

    I agrreeee